Its still hurt...
Its been more than 10 years
people said time heal but why I can still feel the pain
each time i'm there, each time i see it the pain come back
it doesnt get any easier, its just i get too used to it, it make me numb

Its still hurt...
even when people pretend it didnt happen
each time i see you its remind me of that moment
it make me sad, because till this day you still havent seen it
i can never forget the reason behind your choice

Its still hurt...
even when no one aware because im smile
i still bleed, i still cry in the night try to ease this pain
life doesnt stop moving just because I stop functioning
the heart cant understand the pain from the thoughts

Its still hurt...
the anger stuck in me, my chest feels so tight, i gasped for air
here, there, wherever, i have to let this out...
i have to let it go, even that means i have to walk it on my own
because no one can hear me, can understand yet they demand my present

Its still hurt...
after all this while im still here
those changes means nothing, i still stuck
the thoughts never left the past
the dreams are never about the future
no one here, no one ask, no one listen
they say ok but then they left
i know im nobody
i left and no one notice it..

i'll force it till the pain is gone
i guess its time to go and never look back...