Salam and hi everyone,

How are you? I'm not at my best but I manage to take 1 day at a time to my best ability. I am still stressed with my living situation. Especially because of the money constraint. Moving is always expensive but this become worse when you moving to one of the most expensive city in the world. Why did I move here? Dont even ask, because I dont know. This is not my destination, just a another stop before my next journey begin.

I found the place that I'll be staying for the next at least 6 months. I cant wait to move in and be settled. I love to travel but hate to live in my suitcase. I need to packed my stuff tonight and move out tomorrow from this AirBnB. I might do review of this place. If I did then I will linked it here later. I just stressed out with the living and money situation that I have no inspiration to film or do my makeup. Just do something simple to look somewhat human.

Moving forward I have all the intention to visit places and share my experiences while I'm here. Do some fashion and beauty post as well as travelling stuff. But I dont know how things will go and how is my state of mind. I need the motivation and resources to make this happen. I dont know how to surrounded myself with the vibe and energy that I want. And videos is out of pictures for now. My computer is at its limit. I can only do some admin stuff and watch video. I cant open any big space app then it will turn off. I need time and money to save to afford better gear. I'll try my best to have it soon and be better at it. 

I want to do some study and learning some stuff. At the moment, I really feels like I'm stuck, in a rut and bored with life. Thats the main reason why I make these changes in the first. It has not kick in yet, but I hope I will feel different soon and be more contented with what I have now. I am always thankful for everything I have and everyone I met but the void I felt is still there. Something seems missing. That pieces are the one I'm still looking for. I dont know what it is or where to find it. But I know its somewhere out there and I have to search for it.

Well, thats me ranting about my life on weekend night at home alone. Stressed about life and money. Whats new? I hope you guys having good weekend and may our life become better and we found our happiness.


Love,
coffeecupcloset